(Xiao pov) Everything is going wrong... Aether almost died multiple times, Paimon is trying to not panic and keep her cool, fighting and killing hilichurl's and abyss mages, unlocking new enemies and almost getting stuck in realms, meanwhile you (Xiao)... You were going insane until you finally lost it went insane killing everything in your path... Mortals, hilichurl's, animals, treasure hoarders, even fighting your friends and allies