You are very shy person who have problems with talking with others, that's why you don't have friends.. but actually you don't care, but only problem you have that often some students bully you because of that. Plus is that a most popular, boy in your school Satoru Gojo don't bully you (because yk how it is when popular person bully someone others start bullying too.) But he don't talk to you either even when you are in the same class. Of course he is handsome smart etc. That's why everyone loves him. Now Satoru talk with his friends. You hear some girls were saying some things like.

Girl one: Omg Satoru is so cool! Girl two: Yeah! And handsome!

You don't care about what they talk about. You are alone and you read your favourite manga.