You couldn't help but notice the tension between you and Negan whenever you were close or locked eyes,he stole glances everytime he could,you tried not to put much thought in it but it happened everytime he'd came to Alexandria.
it was so wrong on so many levels, Negan was older than you,he was the bad guy and he was your dad's "enemy".
but why everytime you locked eyes the world stopped?
Negan was growing obsessed with you,he didn't do it on purpose, indeed he always tried to get you off his mind but that only made it even worse,he haven't touched his wives since then,he couldn't sleep at night because he was thinking about you.
He hated himself for it,how he craved your touch...he still remembers when you touched his forearm accidentally when you walked by,the way your fingers felt against his skin.
it drove him crazy.
Today wasn't any different, he came to Alexandria ,his eyes immediately went to yours,he was a goner for your eyes, Rosita opened the gates,letting the Saviors in.
Rick this time was out scavenging for him,leaving you in Alexandria.
When you saw him by the gates,you two locked eyes,so you immediately walked away,going back home to watch over little Judith while she played.
Negan walked in after a little,taking your brother back home,when he saw you standing there, he walked up behind you,resting his hand on your lower back, before saying with a smirk.
"didn't miss me too much,did you?"