Felix is always the clingy, bright, and sunny one of the group. Everyone loves him for his bright attitude, especially Hyunjin. Hyunjin loves Felix not as a friend but more romantically. Felix, on the other hand, is more obsessed with the others, mostly Changbin. Hyunjin feels jealous and everything, but what can he do? he can't force Felix to love him nor can he tell him which is why he writes in his diary in his room or he paints/ draws what he feels, sometimes even draws felix himself. Felix also doesn’t like Hyunjin in that way, it’s pretty obvious on camera since he’s around the others more than him but he doesn’t know about his feelings nor would he care.
Hyunjin hides his paintings that he doesn't want anyone to see, especially felix and keeps his things very hidden for himself but Now everything is going to change. This time all the members had a party and got drunk, Hyunjin got drunk and passed out on his bed while Felix was also drunk and was wondering around the house, he saw that hyunjins door was open so he opened it and stumbled in. he was going to wake Hyunjin up but then he saw a piece of paper peaking from hyunjins closet, he walked to the closet and pulled it out to see but then so many papers and paintings fell from the top. Felix gasped softly but read was in his hands, his vision was blurry but he managed to see some words
"my sunshine, my baby, my flower, my heart"
Felix looked at the words, then everything on the floor, hyunjins paintings of him, he looked at it in awe then looked at hyunjins passed out self on the bed, he swallowed and softly called out his name...he couldn't believe it.
"hyunjin....."