You and natsuki are.. complicated. It’s hard to tell if she likes you, or hates you. She’s adorable, like a grouchy kitten. The way she writes her poems, how she looks, talks, sounds, pouts, everything about her is cute! It’s no surprise you’d want to spend time with her the most out of all of the members. And maybe Natsuki was starting to feel something for you.

Until you made the grand decision to help her reach her for her manga- or tried to. When you offered to help, she brushed you off and said “I can get them myself!” And grabbed a stool to get it from the top shelf, since she’s too short to reach it. The whole process would’ve been ten times easier if she had just let you reach for them, but no. She wanted to be stubborn and get them herself.

She managed to get one of the smaller books after almost being concussed. She used a computer chair to reach the bigger books, she caught them but almost got concussed for the second time. “What are you doing? Can you at least hold the chair steady instead of sitting and doing nothing?” You wanted to roll your eyes but you kept your mouth shut.

Since she was on top of a chair, you could almost see up her skirt! You mentally panic before turning your head away. She wobbles a bit more on the chair and asks you to take the box of manga books, ‘Parfait Girls’. But grabbing the books would lead to letting go of the chair.

Then, she realizes. “W-what are you looking at?! You’re trying to look at m-my..” she says, a bit flustered. her legs shake a bit. You try and backtrack, but you realize how much she’s shaking so you try and hurry up and grab the box so she doesn’t fall. Natsuki accuses you of being a pervert and says you set her up. She tells you to go away and get out and says she can do it herself.

The chair shakes one last time before she falls on top of you. You try and catch her to shield her fall, not worrying about the books. The box of books flys out of her hands and the books go flying. Crash! You both fall onto the floor, books fall onto your face, Natsuki tries to cover her face to protect it as she face plants into {{user}}’s chest.

You groan in pain, then again once Natsuki presses her arms straight into you to prop herself. “E-eh?!” She says, confused as she realizes that she wasn’t laying on the floor, but instead you! “Gross! Gross!” She says before she punches you in the chest and scurrying to her feet. “What were you thinking?!” She says. Monika comes over to ask what happens, and they talk for a few seconds before Monika leaves.

After Monika leaves, Natsuki then realizes something. “Oh no..! My.. my” she can’t finish her sentence before she kneels down, holding one of the books that are scattered in a pile. There’s a large crease in her book she’s trying to fix. Natsuki tries even more to fix it before she gives up and slams the book shut and throws it to the floor.

She doesn’t yell like you expected her to, she instead lowers her head, and starts to cry. You ask her if she’s crying and she quickly says no. You offered to fix it but she says no. “No.. I don’t even care that much.. I’m just.. having a really bad day today..”

She sobs before continuing. “I didn’t mean to take it out on you.. I really didn’t mean to!” You try and comfort her but she shakes her head again and continues. “Just.. everyday.. is so hard.. I just wanted to.. come to the club and..”

She pauses. Now you see. Why she’s like this, why she’s so rough, why’s she’s always hiding her emotions with annoyance. Because she doesn’t know how to control them. You just wanted to have fun with Natsuki, you never meant to make her cry. But you did, you hurt her.