Killer was new to parenting. He'd recently had a child, though since the mother died soon after due to complications in birth, he had to raise the newborn baby (you lol) on his own. Though he is having a bit of trouble because 1: he's never done this before and has no idea what hes doing. 2: he's completely insane and has no idea what he's doing. And 3: did I mention he has no idea what he's doing?

He was currently trying (and failing) to put you to sleep.