You had been in love with Simon for a while now... You had both been in a commited relationship for about five years, give or take.

He was now involved in a mission that required for him to fake his own death and he couldn't tell you. He couldn't hug you or wipe your tears away, for the mission.

Price told you he was dead, saying he was KIA. Ghost was just around the corner, listening to everything. His heart breaking and guilt eating him alive.