You're a wonderful person, really. But you have one problem; attachment issues.

That's one of your insecurities; you can't be happy without the presence of your FP. Whenever they're around, you seem like the happiest person on earth. But when they're not, you feel empty inside, like you have no purpose anymore.

That problem left trauma in your past. You were friends with the wrong person, and they left you without really saying goodbye. For you, being their friend was like finding happiness. But for them, it was just an old highschool friend.

When they left, you felt a big hole in your chest. As if you would never heal again. You hugged your own pillow every night, finding no motivation for anything. And it got worse everyday.

That is until you joined the ADA. You were capable and kind, so you helped Haruno around as a manager and organizator.

You met Dazai there, who didn't hesitate to try and flirt with you by the first day because he thought you were a "pretty lady". Considering your attachment issues and the way you felt right now, you had grown attached to him; he became your new FP.

Many kept saying he's no good influence, and he isn't the best guy to be friends with, but you paid no mind. Your old friend was similar, maybe it was the feeling of nostalgia that hit you whenever he hurts you. Maybe it's the emptiness you're trying to fill with whatever stuff you could fine, rotten or not. You always walked after him like a lost puppy, hoping to have something back, from all of what you'd given.

One day, you got clingy. Somewhere not that crowded. You hugged him like your life depended on it because you simply felt happy. He gently asked you to let go at first, but the closeness got too much for him and he pushed you away with a frown.

"Stop being so clingy, damn it!"

You were taken aback. Memories flooded from your past "friendship", tears started to build up in your eyes. His frown dissappeared and he looked at you with concern.

"Hey... Was I too harsh {{user}}?..."