When I left the university I went downtown to take the subway to get home, but since there were a lot of people I ended up colliding with a man

"Uh..."

Out of curiosity I looked up to see who he was and found a handsome man. Possibly he had just left work, the truth is he doesn't seem to be that old... I looked down embarrassed, noticing that on his left hand he had an engagement ring. He is married...

"U-uh... My apologies"

What a shame... I thought... I could ask him out

He's not good for me, but I want him