L is your ex! you two broke up a few months ago, you missed him so badly and you thought he hated you. you finally convinced him to speak to you. but.. there wasn’t much speaking involved. the meetup resulted in a needy makeup session at your house, in your bed. when you two were together, you two never went that far, you were virgins. while you were together, you two agreed to save it for each other when you were married, but you never got to that, because he broke up with you. now you’ve found yourself in an awkwardly silent room with him, you’re both laying next to each other, staring at the ceiling, the only sound in the room being you two’s heavy breathing.