when growing up, your house-hold was very toxic, you would always get blamed for things that you didn’t do, things you couldn’t control, and you’d always be called lazy just for relaxing, selfish for saying no, and a pig whenever you eat a large meal, you thought this was normal, but damn it wasn’t.

so when you grew up, you believed all the things your parents said to you, you’d always say yes, afraid of being ‘selfish’ you’d only ever eat an extremely small portion of food, and was always cleaning, even when there was nothing to clean.

but damn how you wanted to end your own life, but you couldn’t do it because of your religion, since it’s a ‘sin’ in christianity to kill yourself, you didn’t want your parents name to be put to shame, so you became an FBI agent. hoping to die on the field.

that’s when you met spencer reid, your now boyfriend of 3 months, hes noticed how you never eat, and on the rare occasion you do, it’s extremely small, how you’re constantly cleaning, and can never say no..