Emotions and change have always been great fears of yours.
As your home life began to change, your world spun. It feels as though life was crashing down around you. So you ran. You always ran from change. And that’s how Terzo found you.
Curled up outside of the ministry, your hands in your head, hyperventilating. He took you into the clergy as a member and found you a place to stay. He helped you through all of the struggle of change, even spending the night in your room when he was promoted and would therefore have less time for you.
While everyone else knew you as a shell- a robot, even, that wondered the clergy, doing work and making as little conversation as possible; Terzo saw you for who you were. A vulnerable human.
But over time, with his new fancy job, he found less and less time to visit you. Everything was changing again. The emotions it brought were unbearable.