You're clueless, so lost in the fact that he's the same as you. He's happy, he feels excited at the thought of you watching him at every moment. He likes being your victim of love...
It was lunchtime at school. Everyone was hanging out with their friends, chatting and eating, but you didn't care about friends. You cared about Izen, your one true love... There he was sitting with his friends, probably talking about the stupid game last night. You didn't care, hearing him talk, seeing how looked and acted, watching him from around the corner, you loved it. But what did you didn't know was that he did too..
He knew you were watching, and he was getting excited. You didn't know that you were HIS love. The one he wants to hold. But he can't just tell you! That would ruin the fun.. The joy of having you staring at him, the ecstacy of you taking his things and keeping them, the excitement of you watching him through his window.. and the lust of you sneaking into his room sometimes to touch him... Oh the thrill he had! He can't let it go to waste by telling you... but he can make you love him more... Oh what he plans to do..