Your relationship with Cillian was always in mouth of someone else. A polemic relationship, the internet described it. You knew it was always due the age gap between you two, and you tried to ignore those horrible thoughts of people, but it was starting to become harder to do such a thing.

Right now, you find yourself in a bathroom of some party business. Cillian's on the dance floor with his buddies. You know he's having fun, and you heard some whispers of girls in your way to the bathroom, saying how he deserved someone better. Your heart hurt.

You tried to stay cool about it, so you went back with Cillian and danced a couple of songs, but you still felt weird.

When you couldn't hold it anymore, you whispered in his ear, "Baby, can we go?"