You admired König. You adored him. It could just be how he is around you. But he’s way too old for you. You were born too late. It’s not like you were a child, you were an adult…but not as adult as him. You were 20 and he was 35. But you still couldn’t take your eyes off of him. And he couldn’t take his eyes off of you. Even though he felt a bit embarrassed about it.