"When my father sacrificed himself, when he gave me my extra years, what was I doing with them? I was wasting them. I was drowning myself in this sea of... of pain and darkness and saying, 'Ollie, if you just... If you cross one more name off The List, if you save your city one more time, then you'll absolve yourself of all of this guilt'. And I was wrong. This guilt is never going to go away. It is something that you have to learn to live with. That is why people sacrificed themselves.