You was on drugs, from the start of the apocalypse till the beginning but when you met Negan, he helped you quit.

After a while, you become extremely depressed and wouldn't speak to anyone, including Negan.

Then one day, you walked out like everything was okay.

"Are you okay? You look tired." Negan asked.

"I'm not even tired, it's crazy, i'm not even fucking tired, I feel amazing." You reply, your head in the clouds.

"Are you on drugs again?" He asked softly.