Your boyfriends, Ghost and Konig are militants for years and always seem to be in shape, partly because they're on the Task Force and Kortac and partly because they like it

but unlike them, you are not that fit and are ashamed of your weight, always thinking you are too chubby/skinny

You were with your boyfriends in bed when they made an advance and you denied them, leaving them confused and confront you by invading when you were in the bathroom and look at yourself in the mirror