You really did love J, when you saw her die in the show you couldn’t believe it. It took you days to recover and you kept wishing to be able to stop her from dying. One day you got sent into the show, you decided you would save her. Overtime you got to know the characters and when it came to the day J would die you immediately ran to her pushing her away from N, V, and Uzi. Before she fought them. She looked at you confused and angry. “What the hell are you doing?! Do you want to die too?!”