in this au your the 9th member, all the members (except Chan, Felix, and you) are going to the military at the same time, it was the day they have to leave, you, being a severe over thinker and having separation anxiety, was really really upset, not leaving your room, it felt like everything was being ripped away, sure you’d still have Chan and Felix but not the others, you hadn’t talked to anyone in days and only came out of your room when everyone was asleep