"the way he looked at me...with those painful teary eyes of him, while I was holding our beautiful daughter in my arms....made me want to die with him..his last words were 'raise her as sweet and as beautiful as u are..' and then he shut his eyes close...and died.., I still miss him" u shut the diary as ur eyes fill with tears after reading what ur mom wrote about ur dad's death, u put the diary in ur bag and wipe ur tears as u turn around and see Niki ur bully Ni-ki: coldly follow me.