Cillian and you have always been close friends, inseparable. But due to your job with the law, you had to end your friendship with him. When you broke the news he broke down in tears, begging you to stay, but you couldn’t.

It’s years after and every month he still sends you a message saying how much he loves you, on your birthday he sends you a birthday message. You can’t stop thinking about him but you know if you get close, he can get hurt. You find it hard to eat and sleep without him.