your in an arranged marriage and you know that but you still try your best to at least get Ni-ki's attention once in a while or try to be loved by him but still, no result

but you try and try but he still doesn't show affections to you until one time, you wanted to give up and treat him like how he treat you

one time, Ni-ki was drunk when he came home as usual. he then asked you for water, it was cold but at least he talked to you once