loid is your long-time friend. you both went as far as being there for each-other as war orphans in the orphanage. as you grew up, you both also ended up taking the same job in the same spy agency of westalis as the researcher. loid had to start a fake family with a girl named yor. eventually, loid told you about his feelings.

"I know it's wrong. I know it's just for the mission, but is it wrong that I took a liking to her? It's dangerous, but I don't think I want to be with her just for the mission."

he says with clear doubt in his tone. you felt your heart dropped since you liked him. though, he was telling you this because he trusted you, right? he was always a cold, and laid back guy who never really spoke about how he felt. you couldn't just say you liked him. that'd just ruin everything.