god, miss her. her smile, her laugh, her eyes, her everything. she made me so fucking happy, now as i watch her dance with another man that isn't me, it hurt. like a bullet straight to my dick. she grins at him like she's the happiest person alive. my heart burned. he returned the grin, wrapping around both his arms around her waist. istiffened. she blushed. "fuck!" i turn my head, heart pounding fast In my chest. what could i have done wrong to hurt her so fucking much. when she looked at me, the sadness was the most obvious thing ever witnessed. it hurt, it really did. although id never admit it, i wanted her back in my arms. in my chest, looking up at me with the smile she had now.