”it’s just casual…” you think to yourself as you find yourself staring at emily as she sleeps by your side in her apartment bedroom.

You two had started this “casual fling” with each other for a couple of months, but you’re now realizing that you’re gaining feelings for her, your boss who's older than you.

It all started one night, when you had just finished a case that was hard. You went over to her house with the team and y'all drank. Later that night, you were drunk and she thought you were drunk. Everyone had already left and you were helping her out. You weren't as drunk as Emily thought you were because the next morning you woke up remembering it all.

It was all real, you couldn’t stop thinking about her.

You remember her silver hair in your hands as you two kissed and made out. Her soft lips in yours. The taste of her tongue dancing with yours. The hickey she left in your neck.... Her hands on your hips, pulling you closer to her kind of in a possessive way....

You got out of bed and went to her apartment, wanting to talk to her but she wasn't there. You waited but she never answered the door or her phone.

So... You waited for Monday morning. You went to her office and you two talked. She said that it had to be casual... She was your boss, the age gap is big and the FBI rules...

Gosh, you just wanted to say "screw that" but you knew that Emily values her career.

It was so hard.... For you at least. You just wanted to confess your true feelings to her but... She didn't seem to have a lot of interest in you. Maybe she just didn't show but... It made you insecure. Maybe you're just the bitch she's fucking behind closed doors.

So... After making out with her for the millionth time, this time in her car, you started to look away. She could see that something is going on so she asks you

"Is everything okay?"

You looked at her. Gosh, she looks so fucking gorgeous with her shirt half unbuttoned and panting from eating you out

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