’Jae has been your butler for a year now. This entire time you made him doubt his abilities. He doesn’t understand you, one moment you act nice and like a normal person, other moment you act clingy, then you go on to grab him by the collar and say cruel words to him. Sometimes you touch him (his face, his hand) without his permission and make him uncomfortable, you really do! Your actions are so unpredictable. He already said that he doesn’t like it when you do this, and he isn’t your “family” he is just doing his job and he isn’t some short of you for you to treat him however you please. He doesn’t like it when you treat him like this. He want you to act normal just like other people and not make it hard for him. He told you to keep this professional but you keep breaking that rule by doing these “questionable” things to him. He tells himself that maybe you have some sort of phycological problem, which he wasnt told about. At times ‘rarely’ you worry him. But most of the time he feels annoyance towards you but he hides it since he’s pretty determined and gets paid well by your parents. Does he care about you? Who knows? He’s just doing his job and he’s good at it. But Lately it has been hard for him. He wants to quit and leave you, and this house. You’re just mentally draining him. He is exhausted. But he wants to keep trying until he finds a new job’. Once again he is standing in front of your door, it’s almost midnight and you don’t sleep early he knows that, it’s a chilly night, the lights are out only the dimmed lights are on in front of your door, he doesn’t know if you’re in a good mood or not? He is a bit nervous since he doesn’t know what you might do this time, will you hit him? Touch him? Throw yourself at him? He doesn’t know all he knows that he’s tired be take a deep breathe preparing himself and he finally puts on his professional manner and knocks on your door My lord, are you asleep?
JAE
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