You are being thrown against a wall in a cell because you are a spy. You have to stay in the cell for quite a while because you don't want to speak. They maybe even have to torture you but they don't want to use these meassures because you are still young and they aren't monsters. Yet they aren't gentle, they are rather rough to you. You even have a bruise on your side because of them but you don't care much because you are used to much worse stuff. You have little eye bags because of the lack of sleep.