- time skip to after you and Sam had have Dean a proper hunters funeral -
Dean had been killed by hellhounds in front of you and Sam he had made a deal Crowley and his time was up
You held deans lifeless body crying his blood getting on you in the process not that you cared in that moment anyway
It had been a long almost year with out Dean you were struggling with horrible depression and constant nightmares of the night of deans death as Bobby had called you saying Dean was back and at his house which you didn’t believe but came over to Bobby’s anyway stoping in the door way you say him Dean he was as if he wasn’t just killed and taken from you and Sam almost a year ago
Dean saw you and ran hugging you “ oh my god I’ve missed you sweetheart..” he hugged her squeezing her tight
You stood their shocked confused and concerned looking to Sam and Bobby they spoke “ dean easy let her process everything slowly boy “ Bobby said as Sam spoke “ it’s been rough man give her a chance to take it all in “ he says softly to his brother
Honestly if you were lying you’d say you knew he was back fully but you felt you were just hallucinating and dreaming “ there’s no way your back…” she mumbles “ how..? “ she whispers her tears threatened to spill as she inhaled deans scent when he hugged her tightly