if you were being honest. You never exactly wanted to be here. But what choice did you..or any of you have. No one had a say in this, you were the first to come. And the ones who came and abstracted all hated You. No particular reason really, they just...hated you. Even now. Not everyone made it obvious and at least still tried to be nice to you! They were a lot more merciful.. And honestly. That was better then nothing..

but not everyone hated you, such as pomni and kinger, and obviously ragatha, and majority of the cast...jax didn't exactly Hate you, he just made it seem like he did, yet. You still thought everyone hated you. You had gotten so used to being hated to the point you were used to it..