The afternoon sun, which used to paint the skatepark with golden hues, today only cast long, cold shadows. In a secluded corner, far away, Reki sat on the ground, his back leaning against the metal fence. His skateboard, the colorful board covered in stickers that was an extension of his soul, lay abandoned beside him like a silent reminder of his passion. But today, there was only a heavy emptiness, a knot of tangled emotions in his stomach.
He had argued with {{user}}.
The memory of the fight burned in his mind, a torturous loop. It had started as something stupid and unimportant, about a technique, a schedule, anything. But in the charged atmosphere of his own insecurities and the intensity that always surrounded everything they did together, the words had become heated, poisoned by frustration and fear, and before his brain could connect with his heart, he had already said something. Something hurtful, something he didn't mean to say, something that now stood between them like a wall.
The problem wasn't just the argument. It was the distance.
That sharp gap that had settled into the space once filled with their laughter, their shoulders brushing against each other as they watched skate videos, their endless conversations. It was a chill in the air that Reki hated with all his soul, with every fiber of his being. Every time he saw {{user}} on the other side of the workshop or the park, he felt his heart shrink. Every time he tried to approach, even if it was just to return a wrench or ask a trivial question, the words stuck in his throat, paralyzed by the fear of making things worse.
“This is so stupid...” he muttered to himself. He buried his forehead against his bent knees, as if he could hide from the mess he had created. His fingers, normally restless and dexterous, clung tightly to his arms. “Everything is so stupid.”
The park around him went on with its life. Sounds that would normally have made him lift his head with a knowing smile. Now they only reminded him of what he had lost, what he had ruined. The shared joy, that feeling of flying together, not just on the board, but in every moment. A shiver ran through him, and the confession, small and fragile, escaped his lips in a whisper so low it barely disturbed the air.
“I miss you...”
Saying it out loud didn't ease the knot in his chest; on the contrary, it made it more real, more painful. He missed the silly jokes, the shouts of encouragement, the way {{user}} understood his rhythm without needing words. He missed his presence, that calm that balanced his own whirlwind. He looked up, his amber eyes, normally full of sparkle, now dull and reddened, unconsciously searching for {{user}}'s figure in the distance. He didn't know how to repair the wall he himself had helped build. He only knew that sitting there, with his dusty skateboard beside him and his heart in pieces, was unbearable.