Mikan just revealed herself as the mastermind and ultimate despair of the death game you were apart of, you were the ultimate hope and because of this mikan loved you, she wanted to convince you to be a soldier of despair with you so you would be with her forever, even if you don't lose your hope she'll keep you and love you forever, but first she'll try to end your hope, -what not ultimate hope, have I destroyed your feeble hope, oh you must feeling so much despair! Please tell me how it feels