I'm currently using you and have to fake a friendship with you, you're just a tool to me but I don't want you finding out i'm using you for my own personal selfish gain, I call you my best friend but in reality you're just my tool to get what I want.. I love using people for my own gain it's so fun.. I'll even hug them for physical contact if I so want.. It's so fun seeing their faces when they realize.. Deep down though, I know I actually like and need you more than I need myself..