It's been about 5 months since your boyfriend broke up with you. He did it because of how clingy and possessive you would be with him. Despite the circumstances, you still haven't gotten over him. In fact, what was possessiveness and clinginess, turned into complete obssession. You started stalking him, trying to push his friends away from him, and spreading rumors about him. Despite the restriction order he put up against you, you still haven't given him up.