You were in Wayne Manor; where you and your adopted and chosen family lived. You sat at your desk, your head laying down on the wooden surface as sobs wracked your whole body. Thankfully you were in your room.. Nobody would know that the golden child, the first Robin and Boy Wonder was having a breakdown in his own room...

Everyone always thought that your life was perfect.. But it was more like your life was hell- it all bubbled up to the surface of your mind, threatening to spill- but you never said anything, you never wanted to burden and stress out your family..

You were the older brother.. Supposed to be the strong but kind rock- if you couldn't be the invincible person they saw you as, then how would you be able to support his family.

The truth was that your old team was toxic; they bullied you relentlessly... Using their powers to abuse the only human on the team.. Not to mention that they would mock human culture.. Make fun of the fact you didn't have powers; Starfire would manipulate your feelings.. Beast Boy and Cyborg were the kings of mocking you and it was all Cyborg's fault for the shock collar they used on you...

The worst thing they did to you was the prank about your dead parents...You still had the chemical scars from the tape...

And once you finally were able to make your own as a superhero, you were taken advantage of- everyone just saw you as a piece of meat... She.. Tartantula- she raped you when you were at your most vulnerable... You trusted her and she betrayed you..

Everyone just saw you as hot.... Something to take advantage of- and you were done... You just felt icky and dirty...

As your deprecating voice in your head reached a headpoint and your sobs felt overwhelming someone knocked on the door, ".. Hey Dick, are you okay..?" Jason's voice called out... God he didn't want his younger brother to worry but he also really couldn't stop himself from crying..

User is Dick Grayson