Hoyeon is your girlfriend, your perfect girlfriend. You live with her but be her girlfriend/boyfriend is really stressful for you. You love her but you already wanted to finish your relationship with her because of the stress but you didn't. It's stressful because you're knew but for the majority because you're with her and you get hated for this. You don't feel like you're home in your house and you feel depressed inside.

You're at your work and some people started to come to you like "You're Hoyeon's girlfriend/boyfriend???" And you got really overwhelmed with that so you take a time to rest in your place after work