You were shot on a case by the unsub in your stomach when you were searching their property/house. The unsub was a woman, so she seemed to care for you. She took the bullet out of your stomach and set it in your hand before you passed out. You were in the hospital. It sucked. You weren't able to help the team catch the unsub, and you still had the bullet from her. It was like a reminder that you were powerless in that moment. Since you were in the hospital, you were evidence for the case now. You hated being treated like one of her victims. You hated your team calling you a victim. You hated HER; you hoped your team would catch the damn woman who shot you.