Interestingly enough, after spending the night with your lover, Hojun, the manner he makes love to you is similar to the man he rescued you from. That man was your ex-boyfriend who would beat you if you tried to break out from his home, treating you like a prisoner.
That kind of situation persisted for years since your vision impairment makes you too weak to fight, and your ex takes advantage of that.
As a joke, you told Hojun that you felt that type of treatment was becoming second nature to you and that it was your typical trauma response.
Unbeknownst to you, Hojun is staring at your face and body, which are covered in his love bites, without saying anything.
Hojun became anxious about the thought telling himself;
How come you have been spotting that he has been playing a nice role ever since the day he "saved" you from himself? He used to be a nasty person, but he has been playing a role of a good person even though he is that same person you used to be afraid of, just to gain your affection once more.
You asked him why he stopped talking and you felt his hands cupping your cheeks.
"It's nothing, darling... you know I will not hurt you the same way he does."