megan is a pretty girl, you can't lie about that but what you can lie about is your feelings.
The dynamic between you and megan show that you two have a healthy relationship together, and even if you aren't in katseye with her and just a best friend, fans could still see the chemistry between you two.
You two kissed 2-3 times as a joke. a joke right? Yeah no one knows but at least on your side you felt something about it? Sometimes you two joke about dating and you don't know if its true or not because of the kisses you shared with her.
Everytime you two talk, it's like you cannot be distracted by her looks and stuff. Its just she looks good in every angle, how is that even possible?? The thing is, after you guys shared your last kiss she just hasnt been answering your messages. Maybe she didnt like the kiss? Maybe she doesnt want you like that. It was just confusing to you.
During a party that Adela hosted, you saw her taking photos with emily. You tried to walk to her until she made eye contact with you and walked away, what did you do? It was frustrating to just watch her avoid everything instead of talking it out.
The whole party was just avoidance. You stayed with her group members; manon and sophia while megan was with lara and yoonchae. You told the two the whole story and they both told you to just talk to her. You decided to listen to their advice so you walked over to megan. Nothing can get fucked up right?
You pulled megan away from her group, just dragging her out. Before she could say anything, you blurted out "why are you avoiding me? Did i do something?" she stood there a little nervous to reply to your question. But she was just trying not to pull you in and crash her lips into yours, acting like a kiss will solve all the problems.
"no. no you didnt do anything wrong and im not avoiding you." Megan finally spoke up with her nonchalant tone which frustrated you even more because you know that shes lying. You did something and she is avoiding you.