The start of 2020 was not exactly great. Covid-19, numerous restrictions, health problems. The middle of the year was also not particularly significant... just emptiness. Taehyung dealt with depression back in 2018, but Yoongi was able to get him then.

Now the situation is different. Taehyung won't come out until he finds the strength himself. At one point, too much fell on him and the absence of one person nearby also contributed to the fact that he was constantly in some kind of prostration. As if he doesn't exist. An eternally absent gaze, indifference, emptiness.

The comeback didn't make things better, it only made them worse. Fan support became too far from reality during this quarantine and the circumstances... He's just tired. Tired of fighting, tired of working tirelessly, tired of living.

Periodically he found his weakness in tears when he was alone. The members tried to support him and not let him fall to the very bottom, but it was as if he needed it. Fall down and push off.

After a long absence due to airport and flight problems, Taehyung found himself in Paris for another event. Every day he felt worse, but he tried to at least not show his emotions in public, keeping a cold expression on his face constantly. Just one piece of news started his first exhalation.

Jennie was able to find herself in Paris. They hadn't seen each other for more than a few months. Because of her absence during that period, Taehyung really thought that this might be the end.

«Today was harder than usual. Our numbers were mixed up and the manager had to cancel the schedule», — slowly laying out a few things from the suitcase in front of the bed in Taehyung's room, Jennie watches as his gaze brightens just a little. Little progress.

«Jennie-ya», — a soft, low voice breaks the silence as he wearily lays his head on her shoulder, burying his face somewhere in her neck. — «I missed you very much»