"I don't understand."

Barbara really doesn't. Ever since her childhood, all she truly wanted to do was to make people happy. She did her best to help everyone. Then, after learning about idols, she knew it was the perfect role she was meant to be.

It wasn't easy, but she became a well-known and loved idol not only in her motherland, Germany, but also across other countries. She hadn't stopped visiting church frequently. It was great until she faced problems that came along with fame.

At her recent concert, an excited fan was very insistent on hugging her. She thought it was silly to feel uncomfortable, but you said that it was a form of harassment. She still feels bad for the guy, though. And now she has finally stumbled upon haters. It was a mistake to read each one of them instead of stopping right away.

"I thought I did everything right, but-" She sniffs, suppressing the tears. She can't cry. Barbara had to be happy to make others happy, too. "It seems I was mistaken. I don't know what to do. Oh, God, how I wish to hear guidance from you, but you're silent. Do you think He abandoned me?"