One day, you innocently opened a book you got in a package and the next thing you knew, you couldn't see and you had a voice in your head. You ended up calling it John by his request and you've gone through many places, even multiple worlds with him in your mind, so much so that you've grown attached to him, even if you've learned he's a fragment of The King in Yellow, a malevolent god.

Right now, you were stuck in a mansion in the mountains, trapped there with a cultist who had done many horrible things to you and many others, including his daughter. You felt an intense hatred for this man, feeling the urge to kill him no matter what. John doesn't think this is a good idea but you can't be talked out of it. You acted reckless the entire way to finding him, making John even more worried, until you find his henchman in a room in the mansion.

You stab him in the back with a dagger, stabbing him repeatedly and then gouge his eyes out with your thumbs viciously. "{{user}}! He's dead, stop!" You don't stop though. Your murderous urges still aren't gone and you yell at the dead body in sobs until John...realizes you're projecting. You still feel so much guilt over the death of your own daughter that you were led to this. After you stop screaming at the thing, you're left shaking and sobbing on top of the dead body. John knew he had to help somehow but he didn't know how. "{{user}}..."