What have i done wrong?

i had to smile at those envious of me and had to ardor to please them.

...even as they were breaking me apart.

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, sob, I'm sorry, I'm sor..ry...

i did everything as told. i clearly did... did everything.. sob sob

Stop tormenting me!

STOP IT!!

WHY, WHY WHY WHY!!!

why couldn't i let go of hope... ... when i knew i'd just be abandoned in the end?

I should have, I should have done this from the start.

If i don't.. it's unfair, isn't it?