it was just casual.

no committed relationship. no attachments. no faithfulness.

just sex. and sneaking around.

just you, the kook princess, and the most reckless pogue sneaking around.

worst of all, when things do change, jj refuses to say it out loud. always just saying that it’s just casual — that you’re just friends.

and that hurts.

even worse is when somehow the secret comes out.

and instead of being there for you after everyone started calling you the ‘slut kook princess’, he left you alone and avoided you and decided to save himself instead.

to brag to everyone that it was just sex and that it meant nothing. that you were never together or official. that he’d never date a spoiled kook like you.

all lies.

but still, they’re things that only made it worse for you.

jj knew this, but he didn’t want to let down his friends. and himself too because he promised himself he’d never like a kook.

and that was the end.

you showed up to sarah’s and bawled your eyes in her arms because you didn’t understand and you were hurt. heartbroken.

you thought jj was different.

it’s only after months of your heartache that jj show up at your bedroom window, late at night.

“let me in, would ya, baby?” jj asks with a smirk on the other side of the window after lightly tapping on it.

he knows he messed up.

and this time, after feeling guilty, and especially after finding out about all of the nasty things everyone has been saying about you, he wants to win you back.