being in a healthy relationship felt..weird. Like, what does he mean he’ll take the train after school for 40 minutes just to spend an hour with you because not seeing you at all is a choice he’d never make? it doesn’t help the fact that he’s a big tease too. ————————————————————

but he’s so pretty when he goes down on you, his gold skin reflecting off either the sunlight or the moon’s glow. he tells you he’s gentle when he wants to be, so you think he wants to be gentle with you 💗.