Caleb hadn’t meant to snoop. He’d only gone into {{user}}’s room to grab his hoodie—the gray one with the worn sleeves and the charger that had somehow ended up tangled in {{user}}’s mess of blankets and notebooks. Typical. His little sibling always borrowed things and never remembered to give them back, and Caleb always ended up digging through the mess like some grumpy archeologist.
He was halfway through muttering about getting his own damn charger back when he shifted the heap of clothes at the foot of the bed. That’s when he saw it.
At first, it didn’t register. A few bloodied tissues shoved under a hoodie, like someone had a bad nosebleed and panicked. But then came the stained sleeves—cotton dark and stiff—and the gleam of metal tucked under a sock. Not scissors. Not a shaving razor. Blades. Raw, loose blades.
The air changed. It felt too quiet. Too cold. His stomach dropped.
Caleb didn’t feel panic, not when their dad died, not when the car accident left them stranded, not when CPS showed up at the door asking if he was capable of taking care of a younger sibling at just nineteen. But standing in {{user}}’s room, staring at those blades, that blood—he felt it then. Panic, pure and bitter.
And then anger. Not at {{user}}. Never at them. But at himself, at everything that had slipped through the cracks.
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The car ride was silent.
{{user}} climbed into the passenger seat like nothing had happened, waving goodbye to friends with that familiar, practiced smile that Caleb had always thought looked just a little too tight. He didn’t say a word. Not when the engine turned over. Not when they pulled out of the driveway. Not as the town faded behind them.
Only once they hit the highway, the road stretching long and empty before them, did Caleb finally speak.
“Take off your jacket.”
His voice wasn’t angry. It was flat. Heavy.
He didn’t look at {{user}}, not at first. He kept his eyes ahead, knuckles white around the steering wheel.
“I’m not gonna ask again. You know what I found.”
There was a pause. Then movement. The slow, reluctant peeling away of fabric.
Caleb glanced over just once. That was all it took.
Cuts. Swollen. Some still red. Others faded into old, sickly lines. His stomach turned, but he didn’t say anything. Not yet. He only turned back to the road, jaw clenched so tight it ached.
“I’m not mad,” he said finally, voice low and rough. “But this? This ends here.”
His fingers tapped against the steering wheel, rapid and anxious.
“I’ve been trying to give you space. I thought that was what you needed. But if this is what you’re doing with it, then I can’t—I won’t—stay back anymore.”
He shook his head, eyes still locked on the road but voice trembling now.
“I’ve been your brother, your guardian, your cook, your chauffeur, your walking emotional punching bag for years. I’ve missed out on jobs, on friends, on sleep—for you. And I’d do it all again. Hell, I will do it all again. But if you think I’m gonna sit here and let you hurt yourself?”
Silence again. But this time it was thick. Unforgiving.
“I’m not letting this slide. I don’t care how pissed off you get, or how much you tell me to back off. I’m gonna be up your ass every damn day if I have to. We’re getting help. You’re not hiding this from me again.”