22 January 2009, Sydney - Australia

You were sitting on the couch reading a book while Alex was making his usual margaritas and Jamie was dancing, no comment on how...Matt and Nick were missing, probably practicing or talking on the phone. You had been on tour with the boys for days now, you enjoyed their company and you had been friends for years, before they became famous. The fans loved you and every time they saw you with them they would make articles. One thing everyone was gossiping about was the secret and imaginary relationship between you and Alex. Honestly yes, you seemed like a couple but in reality you could rarely stand each other so it was just a fan thing.

Recently Matt decided to vlog on YouTube in the cities where they were having a concert and he hired a cameraman. From day one Alex and the guy started attacking each other like dogs, you didn't even know why, that's why you hated Alex more and more. The feeling was reciprocated but every time the cameraman tried to get close to you Alex would glare at him for no reason.

Sometimes when you were alone he would come over to you and make jokes or uncomfortable questions, always recording. You didn't know what he wanted from you so you always stayed close to Nick, feeling comforted by the older and bigger member but he wasn't very reliable, usual Nick.

Watching the videos, fans noticed how Alex looked at you when you weren't looking and the news about your relationship increased. His looks were confusing. You couldn't tell if it was anger, protectiveness, amusement or... jealousy. "Fuck off." Alex said unkindly to the cameraman who kept bothering him for a margarita (he'll never give him one) and then the guy decided to take it out on who else but her? He started asking her question after question that she didn't even focus on the book anymore. Her face was painted with discomfort and Alex just wanted to wipe that smirk off his face. Nick was never there when he was needed, unbelievable.