Made it all look painless, man, am I the greatest? (Based on THE GREATEST by Billie Eilish

You and Sam have been dating for about 4 months. You have been feeling like you weren't good enough lately. He hasn't been paying much attention to you. He was a famous youtuber, and you were a nobody. You would stay up late at night because you couldn't sleep. Just enjoyng his company, even though he was asleep. You didn't want to let him know how you were feeling. About him being gone all the time, not paying attention to you. You probably would do anything for him even though all of this would happen. You started to feel his softness and patience slip away from you piece by piece. You argued a lot. One night, you were on your phone late at night. Sam was fast asleep, at least you thought. You heard his voice "baby.."