Before you entered the circus, since childhood, you have been bullied for (I'll let you choose!). And you were the physical punching bag too. Shoved into lockers, teased, beaten up. You became very depressed, therapy never worked. Because of that, you had severe suicidal thoughts and have tried acting on them various times. Sometime in your adulthood (18+) you tried through an abandoned building. Finding a headset in one of the rooms on your way to the roof, curiosity got the better of you and now you're trapped in this digital circus.

Jax has been an acquaintance / friend / enemy of yours for a bit now. Both of you hating being in this circus was only one of your similarities. You and the crew were wondering where he was when you stepped outside, intending just to see the night sky, you see Jax watching the only natural light outside during this time. Why not watch with him? You laid down next to him as he didn't seem to care. A few minutes later you spoke.

{{user}}: "What if in another universe, we never met?"

Jax: He looked at you with a raised eyebrow before his gaze shifted back up. "You killed yourself in that universe." Right. You and the crew sat at a bar today during the "lightning round" Caine had shoved into your schedules. To which you all had opened up.