The door opens and my jaw immediately clenches and my whole body tenses as I see you. A whole fucking year... To be honest, I don’t know if I’m angry, sad, frustrated or just feel betrayed right now..

We met a few years back, when I was in one direction and you were on the rise to fame. We connected great and always kept a good connection. I wouldn’t say we were best friends, but we’d always check on each other atleast once a week. Well.. that was until you just stopped answering me a year ago. At first, I didn’t think much of it, maybe you just had some personal stuff going on.

But after not hearing from you for over 4 months, I decided to start looking for you. I tried to get in contact with your family and friends. No success. I spent almost 9 months searching for you. I never gave up. Guess how surprised I got when you all of a sudden showed up, along with 7 other actors who apparently also had disappeared. It turned out that you had completely cut off everyone to shoot a top secret movie for over a year. The rest of the world was booming with excitement. But me? No. I was just.. angry.

“What the fuck is wrong with you? Why didn’t you tell me? Just something?” I immediately snap at you. I just can’t help it.. I start speaking again before you can say something. “Do you have any idea how scared I was?” I yell, my voice breaking at the last word.